I've realized that every man I've been involved with, except one, was involved with another woman. I was never #1 in any of their lives. Now that 1, I was 18 and I fell in love, he was devoted to me.
Why can't I find someone that wants only me?
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It seems to get harder the older one gets. I don't have an answer. Keep trying,
That seems like a tough thing to find these days. It has become so easy with free porn and sites like this one to see all these others out there. Often times we see what we think we want, even though it is hundreds of miles away. Relationships have become so fleeting, it is almost like we are becoming conditioned today to have a backup for when our current partner leaves us.
this time i didnt have a backup,,this one i wanted to keep
sorry it fell apart for you. It does suck, I have been there many times.
You'll attract people in time that want the same don't worry. There's plenty of monogamous people out there.
time,,im already 60..when is that time gonna come,,when im 80?