Early Days in high Park...Seven...

As the summer progressed in 87 I could say I was now fairly experienced in the goings-on in High Park at night. Some nights I would cruise the cement trails, other times I would saunter down the road that ran through the middle of the park (the vans had priority) and sometimes I would hang out on the veranda in back of the schoolhouse. It wasn't really a schoolhouse in the traditional sense, just an old wooden frame building that looked like a schoolhouse, although for me I did take some schooling there.

What I liked about my new lifestyle was that it was spontaneous with no emotional demands on me. I felt like I was always in control of the situation I was involved in. I still got numerous requests to go back to 'their place', but I didn't know what I was walking into and I knew some of the guys wanted to fuck me. But I was still petrified of AIDS. It seemed like a death sentence at the time. Despite this I wanted to be sodomized.

I had read about being a bottom and how to prepare for anal intercourse (Body Politic again). I was already giving myself enemas before I went into the park because you never know. I always imagined being fucked would be painful but from what I read it was important to be relaxed and to take a deep breath as the man entered you. And people were doing it, so...

One night while entering the park from the side road in back of my place I decided to just walk around the grass area not far from the schoolhouse. Their were park benches where guys would often sit around and wait for some action. I saw one guy ogling me from his bench. I sauntered on by making eye contact with him and he invited me to sit down and join him. I was always good at idle chit-chat. It helped both of us to relax.

He was a big guy, probably around 30. We started to neck awhile. Once I start french-kissing with someone, off go the shorts. As soon as he saw me in my skimpy red thong he really got excited. He took out his hard cock and pushed me down to my knees. I took his cock full in my mouth and started to suck his cock. He was ready to cum almost immediately but didn't want to, so he lifted me up on his lap (this was a big strong man) and we necked some more. It was pretty hot. This went on for awhile with him pushing me down to suck his cock, then lifting me up to his lap so we could neck some more. I felt hotter than a fire-cracker.

He asked me if I wanted to go back to his place and I suggested we go back to my apartment. It was only 5 or 10 minutes away.

We walked back to my place using the side road. He was feeling my ass as we went. Was this the night I was finally going to get fucked. I trembled with excitement.

When we got back to my place I was a little nervous, This was the first time I entertained a gentleman caller. I asked him if he would like some tea and he reached out and pulled me near. 'I've got another idea', he said. He was just busting from what we had done in the park. We french kissed for a short while then he said he wanted to fuck me...But I chickened out...I wasn't ready. I tried to explain about AIDS and all.

He said he understood and without further a due he laid me back out on the floor with my head propped up against the couch and started to fuck my face. So here I am lying flat out on the floor in nothing but my pretty red g-string while this rather large man was plunging his hard cock deep down my throat...I loved it but was startled at first but I quickly found my rhythm. He continued to plunge his big hard cock into my mouth and down my throat. He fucked my mouth like nothing I had experienced before. He roared as his hot cum streamed down my throat and leaked out onto my lips. I choked on it a bit but swallowed it all. He lifted me up, kissed me on the lips and told me me I was a nice piece of ass and if I ever wanted to get fucked to look him up.

With that he was out the door and gone...So in a way I did get fucked, just not in the way I expected. I lit a quick spliff and masturbated a few times (I was only 23) imaging this guy too was fucking me up my ass...I was learning that sex was a varied menu.