Balance

I think with all that storms in my life brewing the past few months, it was really tough. But one thing I know, then the peace will come... it's a balance of LIFE... just like the waves of the sea... some days calm, some days stormy.

I think this little break (gallstone incident) also gave me the excuse to rest when everyone thinks I'm still a superwoman. Nope, I have my weak days too. It was nice to being 'forced' to catch up on my sleep when I had to take all that strong meds to knock me out. But I'm being caution, not to get addicted to the strong painkillers. I just hope this pain will really be gone for good.

I have been praying... almost like deliverance prayers type... "Casting out the stone in me... casting out that pain that cripples me in my daily tasks'... Just like my Pastor said in the service, GOD wants His people to be healthy to serve too. I hope I can maintain and be stable on my better days. I choose to think positively, even though a part of me (the devil whispers) that who wants to use a terminally ill sick gal to shine for HIM? These are the times I needed to push my mind to be stronger.

Anyway, tomorrow back to lesson discussion on Zoom again. And to catch up on paperwork that's piling up. I'm going watch more of that FARAWAY VILLAGE channel on youtube to relax to rustic countryside cooking and watching the nature till I drift to Lalaland. 🙏❤️