Girly mood

Okay, I must admit... yesterday my doctor came for his monthly rounds after the blood results were out at our dialysis centre. He's looking grandiose as he wore that tight fitting white inner shirt that show off his v shaped built.

I was in the midst of my nurses trying out their new machine to scan my arm AV fistula to cannulate me carefully by watching the scan results. So to be honest, as my arm is chubby, the needles have problem reaching the deep vein inside. And it's damn painful on my soft tissues but I was trying hard to squeeze my teddy bear nose in order not to scream out loud at the pain!!!

And Doctor walked in at the moment... he tried to look at the patient next to me first by order... but I soon caught his eyes looking empathizing at me... woah... he was concerned for me. Even though we didn't speak amidst the chaos of few nurses surrounding and looking at how my cannulation goes with their new machine... our eyes interacted... as he gave me a slight nod and I blinked my eyes back in acknowledge.

He walked off to the other patient at my another side... but soon came back and asked if the nurses were finished with me. He seems a bit annoyed to see me in pain... so the nurses quickly told him it was due to my vein too deep in and the needle can't reach at all. Anyway, I tried to cool everyone down and spoke in a friendly happy tone... telling the Doctor he's looking good! He must have been exercising huh? Which his eyes lits up in happiness, that someone acknowledge his hard work to stay fitter.

He did the usual check and this time, he didn't nag at my fluids control... seeming pleased that I have been controlling well the past week on seeing the recording. He even decided to cut my dry weight a bit more, wanting me to lose more weight too. He suddenly ask about my ethic group... which I told him my Dad was Portuguese and Mum was Chinese. Hmmm, it's fun when people can't guess my ethnicity. Haha!

I then informed him I will be going for another arm surgery if using this machine still cannot aid in succeeding with the cannulation. The surgeon said will use the new method of liposuction to remove some fat beneath my skin, so to reach the deep vein below. Doctor was in deep thought upon hearing that, as it is something new that only my surgical team had recently tried on a first patient and succeed. I will be the 2nd guinea pig then in the best public hospital here in my country... He pondered at this new method... then he didn't forget to wish me all the best for my surgery before moving off with the rest of the nurses in tow with their machines.

As he moved off to other cubicles to check on other patients.. I steal quick glances here and there admiring his physic. And I do like admiring his beautiful bright expressive brown eyes with curly thick lashes. I once peeked at his sister FB profile and saw his parents' photos. I think he has his Mum's eyes, so pretty. But I won't tell him that, then he will confirmed thinking that I'm a stalker. LOLOL...

Well I always like Latin music since I learn professional Latin Ballroom dances. So I get excited to see this Doctor who is from Mexico. I wish I can see him dance one day, Mexicans are such passionate friendly and really sexy expressive people!

Okay, I admit I must be having a crush on him. Hahaha... well, it's good to be alive to see all the good looking people in life... made my boring pain filled life of cannulation a little more bearable. I think a lot of the good hormones went up in my system after seeing my Doctor... that I'm in a girly mood since last night after coming home. I guess seeing my favourite Doctor makes the little nottie girl in me comes out!

So girly that I though of this GIRL NIGHT sexy Latino song to share with you all! Check it out!

P/S: Don't worry, I'm only admiring him.. from a safe distance. He's so charming that he will already have many other ladies in wait for him. I'm just contented to get some happy hormones rising when I see my favourite person. Good for my mental health too. Lolol...