What a design!#

Very fast, August is here. I'm seeing my cardio surgeon on 14th to discuss on the high risk heart device implant. Honestly, being on the past one month new heart med trial plus being put back on some of my old med have such adverse side effects that the nurses almost called the ambulance on me thrice but I refused to be sent. 😐

I have to say, I felt so much weaker these days since on med again. Sometimes I blacked out for hours too. Lately after being on med, I can't see properly (need to go back for urgent eye follow up after I informed my diabetic doctor), I can't even walk properly as a few near falls already. I'm not sure if I should still risk my safety going out unassisted just for my church or CG meetings alone. 🤔

Anyway, I informed my Family Centre case social worker that I like to make early plan in case anything happen in my next surgery. Next Monday will be meeting a team from a funeral parlour. Yes, I like to plan early, and not be a burden to my family, friends or relatives. I rather 'do it my own' while my mind is still alert enough. I really hated the effects of my meds these days that I keep making silly mistakes coz so hard to focus at times. 😑

Anyway, I was looking through the parlour's page, then I laughed seeing this red coffin from they shared from another source. Damn, can design like that? I think I like this concept very much!!! hahahahaha! 😂#FerrariGal #SuperBuayTahanMyWackinessHor

Well, my network should know me by now... no wearing black colours to my funeral. I like to party my way back to heaven like a fiesta with colours, okay? My GOD must have added a lot of playful sense of humor when making me. Lolol.. HE led me back to church with my favourite Ferrari parked by my side at the traffic light crossing as a sign back then. So I can also go back to HIM in a Ferrari style funeral too. 😜 Just wanna make it a memorable one that will keep my network remembering me. Hee hee! 😆😘