Secret Touch

It was the smirks upon their faces that I remember most clearly as I was so often made to look up at them while they took turns using the warm engulfing pleasures of my mouth for their hard ripped cocks. The determined way they would trap me in a room and close the door to prevent me from leaving always made my heart beat faster and the arrogant entitled way they slowly surrounded me then convincingly manipulated me into letting them use my mouth and pussy for their own individual pleasures always had my juices dripping from anticipated excitement.

It was well known that I was the school yard slut and because I had been ostracised by most of the school I had very few friends and would spend most of my time with the boys but that always came at a cost. It felt like I had to let the boys touch me to have their protection from the others who wanted to be mean to me but it was because of the boys touching me that created the problems so in a way I was a slave to the boys who used me.

It was my girlfriends older brother and his circle of friends who used me but it was my girlfriends father who secrectly controlled me and sometimes I would do things just for his attention.

He never touched me but there were many times he would come past the front room of the house where the boys were fondling me and just stop to look. He would stand there fixated by the scene of bare flesh and bussom displayed in front of him with the boys fingers inside my wet slippery pussy still furiously pounding away at my slutty hole then just freeze almost as if he was mentally taking a picture of what he was witnessing.

I would see him standing at the end of the room in the half light emitting from the television screen from the adjoining room and look directly at my body. Most times the boys were far too engrossed in what they were doing to even notice he was there but I would always see him lustfully adore my body.

My breasts flopped out of my stretched tank tops that I so often wore with my legs spread wide sprawled over the couch showing my gaping wet pussy that was usually facing the door. I often wondered did he do that deliberately in anticipation of knowing he would enter with the boys surrounding me with fingers inside my pussy.

His wife would be in the next room watching the television totally oblivious to what was happening and then the father would close the door then walk through to the next door of his bedroom and do the same again leaving me in the half darkness surrounded by my girlfriends older brother and his friends. There were times I noticed he wouldn't turn on the light in his bedroom but would leave the door ajar and be in the room for some time. Then I would hear the toilet flush and he would do the same going back into the television room to rejoin his wife. I often thought he was jerking off in the toilet because this happened quite regularly.

The wife was a very large woman and disgustingly grose with some very uncoothe habits but she was always very friendly towards me when I spent time at their house. I would often just be there on my own so I didn't have to be at my place almost like a second home for me and use my girlfriends room as my room so I became a very familiar fixture of the family but with the exception that I was preyed upon by the males.

I guess it was my large breasts that attracted the majority of the attention from the boys but that attention always made my pussy wet and I would often flirt in this young girly way of wanting to be touched but pretending I didn't want it but the playful fun mood normally ended in my mouth or pussy being used.

My girlfriends older brother was kind of my boyfriend but looking back on things I think he was more like my pimp because he would often initiate the sex between me and his friends. He would always call me the slut making out I was the one who kept looking for sex which I must confess was often very true but he was always the one who would have his friends around and never did a thing when they convinced me to let them do things to me.

My Addiction was evident even then but I do need a strong male presence to control my flirtatous nature and if not promptly controlled my body and my slutty blonde looks always enticingly made any male hard and eager.

I think that's why my girlfriends father who secrectly controlled me was such an influential male in my life at that time.

I quite often sat on the two seater couch slouching against the side rest and sprawled over the length of the couch with my legs up over his where he sat at the other end. His wife would always be on the single seater couch with the two dogs owning the other badly damaged single seater on the other side.

This one night is when things changed for me and were never the same again leaving me wanting more after realising the sweaty fumbling hands of the boys were of no comparison to the slow tender skills of a patient skilled older man.

I was on the couch ready for bed wearing my silky red nylon gown. It was a short length with a waist wrap around tie that I always had loosely fitted and because I had just come out of the shower I wasn't wearing anything underneath. We were in the usual positions on the couches with my girlfriend and her brother already in bed because it was late with the wife asleep in the single seater with the television going.

I suppose I was deliberately teasing the father with my body arched over the length of the couch begging to be touched. My breasts partially visible through the gap of the gown and especially with the short length showing half my ass as I slouched over my side would have made me look very sensuously tempting. I could never understand why men found my body so irresistibly tempting because to me I was just being myself.

Whilst I was watching the television I could feel his eyes upon my body. He wasn't watching the show anymore but was instead watching me with his head fully turned toward me so when I looked up at him he was looking directly down at my bare ass.

My ass and pussy was closest to him with my head resting on the side of the chair and my legs curled up. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he wanted to fuck me so badly but he just didn't want to be caught doing the wrong thing. I was a little squashed up and feeling uncomfortable so he asked if I wanted to turn around and put my head upon his lap so I could stretch out a little. He had never done this before but I felt very comfortable with him so didn't feel awkward at accepting his suggestion.

I was feeling very relaxed and comfortable in that position with my head resting upon his leg and stretched out along the length of the couch just relaxing watching the television but that didn't last very long. He started to stroke my hair telling me how beautiful I looked and then before I knew it he was lightly caressing my breasts.

I didn't move or stop him because I was actually really enjoying the tender way he was touching me and I could feel my pussy was starting to tingle and moisten. His hand felt so light upon my body invoking feelings of such attached emotion and I immediately started to slide into this acceptance of his touch.

He then moved his hand down along my body over my breasts and along my torso toward my pussy where he stopped short of my pussy gently massaging my pussy mound. Again, I didn't stop him but instead moved my legs slightly apart spreading them just enough for him to reach that little further down to touch my aching wet pussy.

I think he knew I was desperately wanting to be touched but he was deliberately depriving me of that pleasure as if he was wanting to himself but knew if he did things wouldn't stop!

I had moved slightly and could feel the hardness of his cock against the side of my face then he started to move his hips slightly upwards pressing himself against my face. I turned my head and gently bit his cock through his track pants and that's when I felt his fingers slip into my sloppiness from behind. He was sitting half hunched over my body playing with my pussy while I was biting his cock through his track pants.

I hadn't forgotten about his wife still in the single seater chair asleep and softly snoring while all this was happening or that there was still movement happening from the bedrooms that I could hear but what he was doing to me felt so good I just didn't want it to stop.

He probably should have stopped there but he didn't and instead with his other hand started pulling his track pants down slightly. He then lifted his hips and reaching into his pants pulled out his rock hard impressively sized wet cock.

I paused for a moment not knowing what I should do but before I had time to think he had used both his hands to guide my head over his cock then sliding his cock into my mouth. I just instinctively started to gobble his cock letting him control the movement of my head up and down with his hands as his cock slid so effortlessly in and out of the warmth of my mouth.

I could feel he was so hard and excited and about to explode from the first second he started to use my mouth for his pleasure but he was also desperately trying not to come holding my head steady whenever he came close. I could hear his constant soft voice telling me how good it felt but he had completely stopped pleasuring my pussy and was now solely focused upon himself.

He continued holding my head over his cock and using my mouth as a dirty little slut hole started pushing himself deeper inside my throat. I felt his body starting to convulse and tremble. His torso concaved was rippling and he started using his strength on the back of my head to push my mouth down over his cock as he pushed his hips upwards. I knew I couldn't make a sound so didn’t then I felt him explode in my mouth filling my mouth with his piping hot seed and giving me so much I had to swallow several times.

He then suddenly stood up quickly putting his cock back into his track pants and stood there looking totally panicked. Without saying a word he then briskly walked away to his bedroom and stayed there not coming back.

I felt things between us were a little awkward after that for a while and I did feel quite confused although I knew it wasn't something that could be shared so I didn't not with anyone but things certainly didn't stop there either.